Ready to start trying for number 2.... But feel like I am betraying my 8 month old 😢 is this normal??

Micah

Is this normal. I’ve been having baby fever again for a month or so now, and my husband has been asking when we will have our second since the week we came home from the hospital with baby number 1 lol I would love to have another, and like the idea of having children close in age... But I can’t help but feel like I am betraying my 8 month old son... I love him so much and don’t know how I will love another as much, though I know I would... I just don’t want my son to feel like I am not giving him the attention he needs and deserves. My husband keeps telling me to stop my birth control, and I want to but am so hesitant over fear of how my other kid will feel (my husband is supportive in anything I want and when I’m ready). Is this a normal feeling??! Should I be concerned about my first like this? Am I being selfish. Idk how to deal with these feelings.... Here is my perfect beautiful ornery 8 month old son Reagan Marshall 💙