Its currently 430 in the morning we have just had our first big issue and I already feel like I'm failing. He has been fussy all night, I can't keep him satisfied with my milk because I barely have any so we have been substituting with formula. He has a HUGE appetite, and I think all the formula has hurt his tummy a bit. I woke up to him crying with a wet diaper and went to change him, while in the middle of that I notice that my 2 day old baby boy (my first) has blood running down his side from his umbilical cord. I panicked because I wasn't told that it could bleed. We finally have him settled (sort of) and I feel close to break down I already. How am I gonna make it through his life if I've already started drowning?