So I know I have post before about the things us mother's do for our babies even before they are born and all that.

Thankfully I just gave birth to my sweet baby boy on 10.10.19 (also my wedding anniversary) great present for my husband lol but it was way more difficult and complicated than when I gave birth to my daughter 3 years ago.

1st off I was induced with my son I went naturally with my daughter. 2nd I labored all night in horrible pain with both of them back labor and all but more back labor with my daughter than my son. 3rd I had a vaginal birth with my daughter and ended up have a cesarean with my son due to slow progression and stress on baby.

Terrified we went in to the c section I couldnt stop crying because I have heard so many horror stories with women having major complications afterwords and harder recovery time, an so on.

Well being anemic my dr told me she was concerned that my blood counts were low but it was so routine that it shouldn't be a problem. It was a problem!!!

After she got my son out I started losing alot of blood very quickly. I kept vomiting during the surgery so I was oblivious to the blood loss. I only remember going in and out of consciousness.

This morning after waking up and getting my first round of pain med I was informed by a nurse that I almost died on the table due to blood loss. That they had to receive a blood transfusion!!

So yes the things we go through for our precious little babies are amazing no matter what they are big, small or otherwise! We are all amazing mommas and do whatever needs to be done for these babes!!!

My little family