Feeling disconnected from baby

I’m feeling somewhat disconnected from my pregnancy at 5 weeks 5 days. I love the idea of being pregnant and we actively sought to conceive this child, though I’m so worried about miscarriage that I’ve become guarded. My guarded nature and the early stage of pregnancy have come together to create almost a sense of denial.

At the same time, I love this little embryo more than anything and want nothing more than to hold them close and tightly.

Anyone else feeling similarly?