This is so hard

Being a mom is hard. Really hard :( I feel as though my baby is NEVER happy. Mamma has been Home alone for 16 hours with an unhappy baby... ordered dinner for myself 3 hours ago (cause god forbid I walk away to cook...) well... it’s still sitting on my counter In the bag it was delivered in. And my kid is still screaming cause he ONLY WANTS TO BE HELD