I had my baby two days ago through c section. Before becoming pregnant I weighed 103 pounds. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror now. It hurts so much physically and mentally. I wasn’t able to show my boyfriend my stomach until an hour ago. Of course he made me feel beautiful as I bawled away that I was ugly. Our baby girl makes the pain that I’m feeling all worth it. But I feel like my guts are about to fall out and that I just feel so ugly.