Today I called it off with my fwb. This was a long time coming, we have been sleeping together for a year and a half. It hasn’t always been consisten and we have both been with other people, but my feelings have grown for him immensely. He is good at coming in and out of my life and he just isn’t in a place right now to grow feelings for someone. I, on the other than, can’t help how I feel with him because I love so many parts of him.

We have called it off before when we its I was an emotional mess being drunk and he initiated it being a good idea if we stop because he didn’t want to hurt me. We always ended up going back. This time, I was the one who initiated it and was very logical versus emotional and it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. I love this man so much but because of my feelings for him I felt it best to stop.

I’ve made excuses for him so much and I don’t think his intent was to hurt me, but I feel he didn’t consider my feelings enough. My heart can break only so many times... and I’m trying to be more honest with my feelings.

I am going through the “regret stages of the right decision for” me process and would really appreciate some positive vibes and thoughts of reassurance ❤️