I had just lost my twin boys at 15 weeks a week ago today. Now my body is recovered, I'm no longer bleeding, no pain. But I'm still struggling mentally. I had to vaginally birth my boys and every time I close my eyes, I picture them. Now my friend just had her baby today, and I spent a lot of time at the hospital with her and the baby, and although I missed my boys, it felt great to focus on the new baby. I honestly think focusing on conceiving will help me recover mentally. Now I tend to ovulate early so I tested and there is a decent line, but it's not as bright as the control line so I suspect within a couple of days I should be ovulating.

I guess I'm just looking to vent and hear others success stories from conceiving so soon after a miscarriage!