Are you flipping kidding me!!!

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I give up.

My husband cums in me every single time we have sex.

We have sex every ovulation week

He cums in me every time

I knew I might need to get assistance with having a baby especially after my second ovarian cyst rupture and the way my ovaries swelled. (Dont worry they helped me before they became Cancerous)

But this is ridicules

3 flipping years

I'm young

I "shouldn't " be having these kinds of problems acording to the older people around me who keep reminding me it's my fault. Thanks.

As if I didnt tell myself that all the fucking time.

As if I didnt cried about that every month

As if me and my husband haven't already hurd he is good and its me.

I was so excited I missed my period for 10 days I took a test and it was a faint positive

I took one this morning and it was a full positive bold

Then I go about my day and felt a cramp coming on

.... now I am bleeding I cant believe I let myself think it was gonna work this time. I thought this time I would have a rainbow. Maybe I could actually carry to turm but no. I probably wasn't even pregnant