So first I’d like to say this is a long post sorry but I need advice I’m 23 weeks pregnant. First I’ll give some fast back story ever since I was 7 I’ve had severe mental health problems extreme ocd, intrusive thoughts and major anxiety and depression. Now I am 18 and I was sling super great I was off all meds and doing so much better. Once I hit my second tri my intrusive and ocd came back hard like bad “. I got put back on meds and I’m just starting to feel a lot better. Well fast forward to now my boyfriend has never had mental health issues now is suffering from bad depression and intrusive thoughts. I had to take him to the er the other night because he was having scary thoughts so now I’m stressing about him because he’s now being put up on meds he won’t drive cause he’s scared now that he’s having these thoughts, so I’m taking him to every appointment and this is all new to him so I’m also trying to advocate and explain stuff to him and his doctors so they understand cause he doesn’t know how to explain this, it’s so new to him. On top of everything my younger sister is 17 she’s also suffering very badly from hard depression and I’ve been picking her up every night at 3 am from her house so she can stay with us because she’s scared and also he ring bad thoughts and I want her here so I can keep her safe and happy. I’m just really overwhelmed I’m trying to make sure everyone gets the help they need but I also don’t want myself to relapse tonight I had to pick my sis up at 2 am cause she’s sad and I gotta be up get my bf to his mental health appointment at 8 am her to school then my mental health meeting is also tomorrow at 2 pm!!! I feel like I am a crisis mental health support person lol. I absolutely love everyone I’m just tired 😂