Not proud of how I acted and what k said. I am not right in my behavior. My daughter was acting her usual self misbehaving at bed time and my husband had took a bath and was already laying in bed while I was still dealing with our children. Mind

You I have been really sick in and out the hospital since Tuesday and was a bit stronger yesterday to get up clean and take care off family. My husband had been wonderful caring for my every need. I still felt sick though and lashes out out of frustration towards him and her behavior. I asked for his help and all he did was stare at me from the comfort of his bed while she laughed at me for being angry and then he laughed. I cried out of frustration cursed at him and said "this little shit is laughing at me and all you can do is lay there" I immediately felt guilty and went over to her after she was asleep and cried. This morning he kissed me good bye and all was ok or so I thought but now he is saying he recorded me and he's going to use it against me and saying he's going to leave me and just all this crap. Caught me out of left field. I told him I understand how I acted was wrong I apologized numerous times but it's been all day him texting me with all this crap. I'm not perfect I'm. It human I feel terrible and now worse. I was wrong I was I know it. I don't know how to get him to stop and he's done worse things I won't put out there or speak about because last night I was wrong and it's not about what he has done but how dare he drag me through the mud when he's no saint.