I ate healthy... very low carbs diet to help ovulate and all and I’m not overweight or anything but still ... I tried ... I really tried ...

I stoped coffee and all caffeinated drinks... I only drink plenty of water

I used pre seed

I used celery juice

I used manuka honey

I used vitamin D

I tried hard to stay busy and not think about it

I tracked ovulated and bd around that time ...

And AF showed up today ....

I’m giving up... I don’t want baby anymore ... I worked hard to have a good career .... I worked hard for everything .... I went by the book and tried to have a baby in the “right time”

I’m beyond exhausted .... I can’t any more ...

ttc for almost a year 😭😭😭😭