As my time to give birth gets closer this December it's finally getting to me. Becoming a mom for the second time around and knowing I'll have no family with me yet again. It makes me wonder how hard it will be to recover take care of a newborn and a two year old. I only pray I have the strength and patience to be the best mom I can be to my sons. Still I wish my family were here with me,my mother or sister. I'm still grateful my boyfriend and his sister are here for me but as they both work it's still be hard but I know I'll manage,I got this.