Oct 15th 2019...

The day my husband(S/O for over 7 years) told me I was fat and looked sloppy during an argument. That my boobs were disgusting and that he’d seen way nicer and better boobs.

He continued to take me to the ground and told me not to move because I punched him after he wasn’t letting me leave the house at my own will.

Continued to try to control me and scream at me in front of my daughter even though I told him it isn’t good for her mental health. Then out of anger broke the tv down stairs and almost broke my car window because I had locked myself in the car. He wouldn’t let me leave the house for space while I was in tears after he had our 2 year old calling me sloppy... and then after all that... telling me I’m playing the victim.

Well, first off, My boobs, my stomach, my body is not perfect; I think about that too, cause my body’s not the same after I gave birth to his child and breastfed her for 2 years; but that’s my body and I’ll never let my daughter think there is anything wrong with a women after she carries, grows, births and feeds a child. I’ll love my body even when it’s hard and someone else will too. I’m not you who over ate and got sad that you were fat. I have a “sloppy” body because my skin over stretched and then couldn’t put itself back together completely. It flops around and I’m fine with that. I can’t even control myself when I think about someone saying those things to my daughter... someone who would force her to stay in a house with someone who is calling her names and making her baby call her names... and then forcing her to the ground because she is trying everything in her power to get out the door..... and then being told she’s playing victim.

I have to be a better example for my daughter so... Peace. I could change all those things about myself but you will always be the same busted fucked up person inside. Have a mother fucking good life.

Update:

Thank you guys so much for your love and support.

I should let you know this is the first time anything like this had ever happened between us. Idk if he was stressed about his new job(not an excuse but) or what but Me and my daughter are away for now and he said he couldn’t lose us and he loves his daughter so much he will do anything to have us back so he’s getting help. I don’t know if anything will change in him... I’m not sure if I should wait around to find out....

Should I give him another chance after he gets help? I feel very confused because he has never been this way now he’s all different after his new job...