Your a dumbass and spineless. Why do you beat yourself up even though your stunning and sweet. Don’t date that boy, he’s not your friend and he’s not sweet. He will take your childhood and love of your life away. Fuck what people say, tell her you love her before you lose your chance. That beautiful blonde girl needs to know the truth, the worse that will happen is she will tell you let’s just be friends, why is that bad? Tell your parents what he’s doing and never be alone with him again. Take better care of yourself make sure you eat enough and don’t waste time on people who don’t care.

Sincerely your older self