Have you ever loved someone so much, so deeply and purely, more than you ever loved anyone before? Wanted to grow old and wrinkly with them.. and I don’t mean that kinda “love” where you break up and move on, I mean that kind of love where you can’t live without them. Where you’d rather die that know you will never be theirs anymore. Where you know in your heart and head that they are the one for you. They taught you what love is and you physically and mentally cannot let them go. Have you ever loved so damn much that it hurt? You were engaged and planning a family and this great life together, wanted to spend your life with them and after so many years it all came crashing down?... how did you survive? Do you ever move on? Do you ever get to wake up and not feel the pain of missing them anymore ? Please just tell me it gets easier. Tell me one day it won’t hurt anymore.