Needing to vent

Amber

Just wanting to vent my frustrations and sadness. I for sure thought it was our month. We DTD 5 out of 7 days in fertile period..took 2 tests so far both negative. Im currently 11 or 12dpo and started cramping like af is on her way. Normally do start cramping a few days before. Still have heartburn and very sore breasts but feel defeated again.