Heartbreak

When you have a dream. A really vivid dream where I was finally pregnant... I actually felt her move I could see her move. And then it fast forwarded a couple years and I have the most beautiful half Mexican half white little girl and she was sweeter and more beautiful than anything I could ever imagine... it felt so real... and then I woke up, took a test and it came back negative just like every other time before and my heart hurts so much... I just keep seeing that little girl 😭😭😭