I had ppd with my first son and I confined in my husband to help me through it... most of my family knew about it but no one really did anything to help. I'm scared for my life... this is my second baby and my ppd has already taken my mind. The first time the fight was so hard I barely made it.

I feel like I'm failing as a mother and a wife...I seen the toll my depression took on my husband last time and I don't want to put him through that again ..... I don't know what to do 💔