Feeling hopeless about my weight

I’m 3 months pp and 5ft even and I still weigh 160lbs. I feel huge and unflattering, I hardly fit into any of my clothes anymore, my belly is always hanging out and jiggling, I have mad cellulite, my face has gotten fat and I’m just not in love with my body anymore. I feel like since I am so unhappy with my body I’m finding it hard to get motivated to workout and eat clean. You’d think it would be the other way around, but when I was at a healthy weight a few years back I was so motivated to eat clean and workout regularly. Everytime I go shopping I hate how everything looks on me, I guess I save money by not buying myself anything but then it also makes me feel sad. I used to love my body and how I looked. Now I can’t stand it. I e joined the beach body on demand program but gave only completed a hand full of workouts. I just feel too lazy and tired with looking after a baby and a school aged child to do any working out. My husband thinks I’m being lazy and that it should be easy for me, but unlike him who can come and go as he pleases I am tied down to a full time job of being a mom, a cook, and a housekeeper (I mean I do all the parenting, cooking and cleaning in our house) I never wanted it to be that way but that’s how it ended up unfortunately. If I had my way everything would be equal, but that’s off topic. What I really want is some suggestions, or anything that can encourage me that I can get back to my 124lb self and that I can take my life back and be happy with how I look