Anybody ever grateful they don’t have kids yet?

Especially when you feel like you have no time or money for them. Even though as bad as you want kids, you keep putting off doing the act that could give them to you. And sometimes think that maybe you really don’t want them. When you have to clean your childless house l, do you think about how much more cleaning you’d have to do with kids, when you’re already tired of cleaning up after another adult. How you don’t get help cleaning now and wonder what it would be like with kids?

Maybe I really don’t want kids.

Maybe this won’t work out.

4 years together, 3 years trying for kids, wondering why it’s not working.

He’s fine and you have one Fallopian tube. But don’t have the money or insurance to go see a reproductive endocrinologist.

Feeling more lost with every day that passes , yet you put on a front and continue acting like this is something you want and everything’s fine.

Anybody else feel that way? Anybody?