I’m currently in the midst of my second miscarriage. My husband and I are still trying to have our first child. We’ve been TTC for 2.5 years now. When I found out I miscarried 2 days ago, I chucked these things in a drawer and today I brought them out and neatly folded them on my bed as a way to say goodbye and ‘I love you.’ My first pregnancy I just *knew* I was having a girl and this baby I’m currently saying goodbye to, I feel was a boy. It’s hard to see these things out in my home but it’s harder to put them away. I love these pieces of clothes because they may not have my baby in them now or even soon but they belong to my babies I never got to hold and they belong to my babies that I WILL get to hold and that I WILL have and love one day. So, for now I have these and right now they make me excited and they make me hopeful. I’ve decided that every month I don’t not get pregnant, I will buy one small new thing to add, to partially console my sadness but more to give me hope and excitement for the future because it will happen. I just wanted to share ❤️