Super surprise

So at 38 I obviously know where babies come from. And I have 3 kids with my ex. They are 13, 10 and about to be 3.

I found I was pregnant when I had a random spider sense feeling. This is off a chance encounter with a former mate and did not finish inside, so to speak.

I am already all on my own with 3 and I just keep thinking how did this happen. But I know how it happened, but at my age - this like never happened. My others had to be planned and deliberate.