Hopes? Or dreams?

Just thinking out loud. Hello I'm new here and have never posted on something like this. My situation is kindof a long story but my bf and I really want to expand our family. He has 2 kidsby his ex wife I have none myself. I also suffer from pcos and/or possibly endo but drs around here arent that great. But I really really want to be a mom and he is an amazing dad and partner. I have been trackig my cycle and acording to glow I'm to ovulate on the 25th witch just happens to be my bday. Part of me wants to hope that thats a sign that maybe it could happen but having of is for years and married before with no luck I feel like its just a dream that will never come true.