Episiotomy/natural tear

Tracy

Hello, mamas!

My first pregnancy, I had an episiotomy to deliver my babe. The recovery, for me, was brutal. It wasn’t a large episiotomy, but I felt I couldn’t walk normal for WEEKS. I’m pregnant with my second child and due in April. I’d like to tear naturally the second labor. If it possible to tear naturally after an episiotomy? I can’t find anything on the internet!