I been feeling so down lately. I over think shit when I should leave it in Gods hands. I go over over in my mind. I let my fear get the best of me. Just have my family to take care of that I don’t think of my own health. It scares me to even think of how much they needs me. And if something would happen to me. What would happen to them. I hate this anxiety. I’m going thru a health scare right now and waiting to get more test done to see what the doctor wants to do most likely surgery. But in my man I think I can’t miss work how would I do it. What if it’s more serious then we thought. I pray and pray but this Anxiety gets the best of me. Where I feel as if ima pass out. I need to really see a professional about my mental well being. But I have overcame this anxiety before just wish I can get this next storm in my life too.