I’m so depressed and stressed out. I can’t stop drinking to take away from the every day stress. I’m struggling financially, emotionally, hygienically, socially, etc. I’ve been lost for 2 years and I can’t seem to figure out who I am, what my purpose is or how to “live life”. I’ve reached out to therapist but I can’t afford it. I can’t talk to anyone around me because they don’t understand. I’m slowly fading out into nothing and I’m starting to feel like I can’t do this. I know my family and friends love me but I can’t help but feel alone in a crowded room.