I fucking hate this thing but I can't get rid of it.

So November of 2018 I got a blood clot that the hemotologist likely thinks was from over ten years of using hormonal birth control. I.e, the pill. It literally have me pancreatitis, I was in the hospital. So fast forward a week I'm in my gyno like bitch, we gotta figure something out. I can't do the pill anymore, I can't do depo bc of a risk factor I have, and I can't do the iud bc I already suffer from excessive hair growth and my self esteem can not take anymore unwanted body hair.

So my gyno puts the nexplanon in me

It was ok for about two months and then every possible symptom I could get, I get. Headaches, nausea, irregular horrible periods that lasted actual weeks at a time, mood swings, weight gain, you name it!

And this bitch won't take it out of me! I've tried to do it twice and each time she assured me the symptoms will go away and blah blah blah

I'm done, I'm through, I can't deal anymore. Does anyone know if my primary can take this thing out of my arm or if I can go to an urgent care or something? I honestly rather have had a baby, I need this thing out of me.