We have been arguing a lot- bc he cheated and My dumb ass took him back. He was trying so hard to prove to me he made a mistake, for a week and just went back to being dumb as fuck.

So Friday (3 days ago) he literally blocked me. These men really are fucked up.

I know I deserve better, but it hurts. I don’t even know what to deal with myself I feel like such a fool. I was seriously so ready to start a family and now I need to just go back to focusing on myself. I hate this shit, I feel lost asf tho, Just venting.