I was with my ex for 2 years, he took my virginity...I loved the man, but we broke up...and my dumb ass went seeking attention from anyone who would give it to me...my count went from 1 to 6 in a matter of two months...I feel like a slut. I’m ashamed of myself.. I feel nasty.

Did you ever feel like this? Will this feeling go away?? It sends me into panic attacks every time I think about it, and I wake up every day hating myself.

In the moment I was just trying to “be young” and “live a little”...but now I regret it.. parts of me want to tell my ex, because we still talk daily..and often times talk about getting back together...

If we ever get back together i would definitely tell him...