Stupid reference but lol do you know that Jimmy Neutron episode where that guy can’t finish anything he’s ever started? Well that’s me. I can’t seem to stick with anything. Even something as simple as the shampoo I use. I’ll get maybe halfway through a bottle and I buy new. I have probably twenty sets of half used shampoo and conditioner. It’s so wasteful. I get very mad at myself for it but what do I do to stop it? Nothing.

My worst battle is school. I am desperately trying to finish high school but I get the worst mental block. I recently just stopped completing all assignments. I’m sabotaging myself. I see a psychologist weekly who thinks it’s because I have ADD. I am taking adderall which does help me focus, but it doesn’t help me start working on the assignments I’m supposed to complete. I really worry about my future. A high school diploma is not just something that’s necessary, but I want to feel proud of myself and have the confidence of finishing something. It’s just so hard. I’ve completely similar assignments many times before, but for some reason, something is keeping me from doing these. I don’t get it.