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This is what my husband sent to me

I’m insecure. That's what you think. But maybe if I was I wouldn't be cause my wife likes to flant around and act like she is not marry. You sit in that bed like I owe you something. You don't get in the bed with me and lay next to me you don't even think to see what u can do to make this better. You so fast to open your mouth to say well what I need to do. I didn't marry my self so why I'm only hearing about me. You on the phone now but u don't have time for a marriage. What was the point if u was gonna just piece out when you got marry. Your job don't stop when you get marry. But you on the phone with God only knows. I know I hear the door open so either u went outside with that on last night or u had someone come to this door. Which is disrespectful either way. But you sit on your high house like you did something only thing you are doing is pushing me away. So you go blaming me like you always do. You can't come to me like a adult and talk to me u do things behind my back if that whats adults do then you miss the bus. That's not how u suppose to act. So you be on your phone wife.

Meanwhile he’s accusing me of doing things I don’t do we live in an apartment so of course if someone shuts the door it’s going to sound like it’s close I was on the front ironing smh... majority of times it is him with the problem but he doesn’t want to see and understand that. This relationship is really starting to drain me I’m getting to the point where I’m not caring anymore we lost a baby at 8 weeks recently and it feels a lot has changed even more so between us. Anyone feel or felt this way before with there SO