So I got a tarot reading done, I know I know, and it was suppose to be about my love life. So I was told someone from my past will be coming back and all this amazing stuff and if he thinks of me, I thought of someone as our past relationship was spot on. Apparently this Fall is when it’s suppose to happen.

So I started seeing all these FB posts and pictures and recognized it was my ex. I forgot we were still added as I barely go on. I lived in another state for a year and right as I left he started dating a girl who is from the state I moved to. Her moms name is also my name. He was just in the state I lived in and moved back from. Sounds like stalking but it was all in these posts I saw on my timeline. Now I unfriended him and just 2 weeks ago he watched my FB story. He deleted me on snap couple months ago but kept me on FB, and like a dumb ass I should’ve unadded him when we broke up. Fucking bullshit. Why do I allow myself to believe these things? “He’s thinking about you”. Ya fucking right, he probably went to that state, talked to that girls mom and didn’t even bat an eye. How could I believe my ex would come back and get excited? He’s fucking taken and it’s obviously serious. I believed the reading cause it was so spot on, but all I want is a healthy and beautiful relationship and allowed myself to be vulnerable and open myself up to the possibility he might come back. Oh and the reason why we broke up was cause of college and how young we are. I want my time to shine and a man I can travel with. I’m done with getting readings done