Taking a break from TTC until after our wedding

we’re technically already married, but we never had a wedding. in fact, we had to have a shotgun courthouse wedding because i found out i was pregnant two months before our wedding date. so yeah, that happened.

we’ve been ttc number 2 and it’s been so hard. we have been trying for 11 months with no results. my husband decided that we should take a break and have our dream wedding. At first, we were planning to do it in March, but yesterday, he said that he wants to do it next month on our anniversary.

Sooo i’m currently throwing together a last minute wedding/elopement/vow renewal (i have no idea what to call it), but i’m just so happy to have something to get my mind off of trying for a baby.

i’m not really sure the point of this post, i guess i just wanted to talk to someone about what i’m experiencing. i don’t have many loyal friends.