Miscarriage

I found out I was pregnant after TTC we finally had gotten out BFP I was so excited I was thinking about ways to tell my husband

made out doctors appointment had them set up for the 30th and November 11 for our ultrasound. But a week later had a miscarriage I didn’t have the chance to tell anyone

I was 6 weeks. after miscarriage I told my husband. Now it’s been acouple of days i can’t sleep I think about our baby that we lost my family doesn’t know. My best friend is pregnant today she sent me her baby’s heart beat and told me her ultrasound is next week. I’m happy for her but right now I’m sad to think that could of been me too. My friend doesn’t know we were pregnant nor that we had a miscarriage. I feel so lonely and I know everything is going to be ok and that if it wasn’t meant to be it was for a reason. I still can’t help but feel sad and cry. The sadness hit my mostly at night