Pcos so upset

Leah • Happily married😍 30 years old I’m losing weight for a better me . Not having kids.

I have pcos and have been trying for a year with 4 early miscarriages. Im so upset im 9 days late and no positive test i have never been this late. I now know its just my pcos acting up im so upset trying not to cry. I just want my period so i can take letrozole for the first time and try some more and start temping and ovulation tests. I just want my rainbow baby. Prayers are welcome.