Cycle of worry!!

Jo • 1 Ectopic 2 early losses, now mommy to the beautiful E 🧡🧡🧡💗

When will this cycle of worry end, I’m either worried sick about her sleep or her feeding. The minute little stared sleeping well (maybe a little too well). I’m now worry about feeding. She only has four feeds a day of 7oz this morning after 12 hrs sleep she only had 5oz. She is due to be weighed Monday and should be around 6kg. She’s now mostly in 3-6 month clothes apart from vests and some Pjs. I just don’t think I’m enjoying her enough because all I do is worry 😢