I went into labor around 5 am Tuesday morning. It was amazing honestly! The placement of my epidural &the contractions were horrrrrribbble but regardless everything was so beautiful. I was so afraid. I literally shook like a leaf on a tree in the fall lol but I got through it.

During labor I got to use a mirror to watch him as I pushed & I think that gave me soooo much motivation! I pushed like a mad woman lol it was all worth it. Got a first degree tear but honestly didn’t feel a thing! As soon as he came out they gave him to me & I cried so much. I couldn’t believe I did it. It was so unbelievable. I had my mom, my bfs mom, my sister, my bfs sister &his godmother in the room during delivery (wasn’t apart of the plan AT ALL) but that support was absolutely liberating ❤️ I still can’t believe I had my rainbow 🌈🥰 I can’t stop looking at him. I’m literally obsessed (I slept for maybe an hour &woke up everytime I heard him lol) ‼️‼️❤️😍😍 He was born 10/22/2019 @9:22 weighed 6 pounds &10 ounces...pure perfection! This was a journey worth going through! Good luck to any of you mamas that are about to become mothers. It is truly amazing ❤️❤️