I’m sick of people telling me I’m spoiling my baby because I hold him while he’s sleeping . But, honestly I hold him because he has pectus excavactum and murmur on his heart. His breathing scares me too💯. My aunt that’s gonna watch him is gonna be watching him when I go back to work and she’s the one saying the bs. “I’m not gonna hold him while he sleep”. You gonna have to quit your job and your car is gonna be repoed because you gonna have to be home with him because he want you to hold him.

First of all of this coming from an aunt that honestly don’t do nothing she doesn’t even work, she smoke cigarettes, read all damn day, and gossip.

Why say that shit when a mother is going through postpartum depression?

*Im crying while typing this at the same time*