I just had my baby 5 days ago. I’m in love but also having a really difficult time. I cry a lot and sometimes get bad anxiety when I think about her waking up. I love my baby a lot o really do it’s just difficult. I also had a hard time with breast feeding. I had the worst nurse ever and am now leaning more towards formula but do pump when I have the energy/am relaxed enough to. I know it hasn’t even been a week but I felt so prepared before I had her. I didn’t think it was going to be this way and that I would feel like this. Please tell me I’m not alone. And that it gets easier with time.