I need some positive advice ladies.

Marina • Just trying to live my best life.🥰

I have VERY irregular periods. My last period started September 3rd and I haven’t had another one yet. That makes it almost 2 months without a period. I just need some advice on how to stay calm. My man and I have been trying for a baby since June of 2019 and I’ve gotten positives before then either the next day or a couple days later I get my period. But this time nothing from a test or from a period. I keep thinking down of myself and thinking I’m never going to be able to have kids and I make myself more upset because then I think I could never give my man the family he’s always wanted and that he might leave me, he tells me that he would never do that and that we just have to keep trying and go see doctors. I’m trying to be positive and stick out one year of trying before going to a doctor but I’m just so desperate to start a family. I’ve always always wanted to be a mom in my very early 20’s. I am 20 now and I turn 21 in June. Every time my man and I have sex and he finishes I always lay on my back with my knees up and lay there for about 10 minutes. Then after every week we have sex I’ll test. But nothing. I need some positive advice from my ladies here. Please and Thank you