Cutting

I’ve been a cutter for 9 years I’ve learned all the tricks to do it and hide it and not get scars but I’m the more I cut the more I want to It’s like an addiction the only way I can cope that makes me feel that good I’m gonna be 20 In a couple days I never thought I’d make it to 20 I don’t know how to stop I’ve talked to a psychiatrist about it once and he didn’t tell me anything to fix it just that I’d grow out of it