I was 4 weeks and 6 days pregnant I was so excited thinking of all the things exciting like finding out if you was a little girl or boy and having a baby shower and all the little clothes I was so over the moon to know I was a mummy and so sadly yesterday I found out you was there no more you was to beautiful for this world and God need you to be an angel mummy will always love you I break my heart I never got to meet you and hold you and be able to say how much I love you to your sweet little face I am still need test's as I only lost my baby yesterday and I haven't been well I became quite sick after losing you but I don't care if your 4 weeks or 37 weeks if you lost a baby at any time in your pregnancy it still hurts because it was a life you made and you should feel free to talk about it because your not alone I know it's so soon for me to talk about it but I want people to see you shouldn't be scared to talk about miscarriage unfortunately lots of people go through it and if I can help someone else feel not alone in this hard time I have done my job because this is not my first miscarriage I had one at 16 and didn't take it well at all I didn't know how to take it be my boyfriend didn't care and didn't let me cry or greave for my baby so I want to show people your allowed to be sad no matter the situation its your baby no matter how far a long you are I just want to say thank you so much to my friends my family and my new boyfriend and he's family for helping me with this and not making me feel alone I can't thank them enough ❤️❤️❤️😘😘