Hey ladies looking for some words of encouragement.. so me and my partner of 10 years have 3 beautiful children already and we've been trying for a 4th. This past april I had a miscarriage at 2 months pregnant I went through a deep depression almost felt like I wanted to die didnt think I was strong enough didnt think I deserved to be where I was in life felt like I disappointed my family.

When I was feeling better by the summer my bf encouraged me to let's keep trying and we did, so fast forward to now I was just 9 days late of my period and the bleeding started this morning like a running faucet. Im cramping a whole lot with lower back pain. I don't know if it is a miscarriage or if it was just stress and it's just a late period but I'm a little disappointed in myself. I'm scared to keep trying.

Can anyone please just give me some honest positive feedback?

**UPDATE***

I took a pregnancy test and it came back positive so now I feel so sad and disappointed in myself 😔