I love being a SAHM, I really do. My mom was a SAHM and I could never imagine my life without my mom being there, for me my entire life. I am so glad I can be there for my kids but sometimes it gets lonely and the days fly by but we dont live by and family or friends so it really sucks sonetimes. I keep busy by doing dishes and laundry each day, plus I am EBF so that takes up alot of time. I just feel bad because I honestly have absolutely nothing to complain about but sometimes once in awhile I just wished we lived more close to family and friends so I could go to there house or they could come to our house just to even have a cup of coffee and hang out even for an hour. I have a really hard time meeting new people because I just feel like I am so awkward when it comes to communicating with other moms. My LO is 4.5 months and she is still so little and I get nervous taking her anywhere sometimes because I dont want her to get sick. Am I the only one who feels this way? I am on antidepressants and I don't feel sad or anything just wish we had family that was close.