I never thought this would happen to me.

I found out yesterday that I am pregnant and I still can't grasp the magnitude of this, for the large group of us that have been trying for a long time, we are used to the BFN, they're familiar, they're what we know. A BFP has never been something i've seen in a test. Im in shock. But so grateful and so ready to encourage others like me. Its funny how the month that I said "I dont care anymore, it will happen when its time" its when it did 🙄 I used to hate people telling me just forget about it, get your mind busy, aghhhhh and in a way they were right. But I know that it was just that, it was that I actually believed that it would happen when it would and that there was nothing that I could do. Cause I had tried it all. So I hope you guys are happy for us, and I am ready for my July 2020 baby ❤️