We had a missed MC in June found out 2 weeks ago we’re pregnant again. We are thrilled and so happy. But then I made my doctors appointment and asked for an early scan and all that’s scheduled in the next 2 weeks. Once I did that it all seemed to kick in and I became terrified about having another MC.

I’m thinking about it everyday and I can’t even be happy about being pregnant. My husband and I don’t talk about it...we just don’t want to get our hopes up. We haven’t told a soul because we don’t want to go through it all again as they were so happy the last time. I was so sick last time and this time I don’t feel sick at all. I almost want to be sick so that I feel something. My boobs hurt but that’s about it....I know every pregnancy is different but I am terrified and I just want to be happy about being pregnant. I’m trying not to stress but it’s really hard....I would love to hear similar stories or advice how to get through this.