Sorry for ranting, it's just that I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. My mom can't relate and I dont have any friends lol.

I've been struggling with irregular periods since I was 12. I've been told it was because of my age, quitting birth control, hypothyroidism, prediabetes, PCOS, etc. Recent testing has proven that I have a clean bill of health, luckily. My only current diagnosis is amenorrhea: the absence of menstruation. It didn't really bother me until my husband and I started TTC. I feel like I'm broken, and I can't give my husband the baby he so rightfully deserves. It's hard to find out when you ovulate when you can go literal months without a period.

I've also been spotting since April. Like I can be fine all day then I'll go to the bathroom, see a little bit of blood, and then it'll be gone for the rest of the day. Sometimes I just pass clots, sometimes I ruin my panties. It's driving me insane and when I tell my doctor about it, they don't really seem to care or address it.

I guess I'm just at a loss here? I know that my weight is a huge factor in this. I've been exercising and eating better for the last few months and I finally got an actual period, which is great! Everything was normal for a couple weeks and then the spotting came back.

I don't really know why I'm posting this. Maybe it's just to finally let it out, or maybe I'll find someone who has gone through the same thing and might have some advice? Again, I'm sorry for ranting but I honestly don't know what to do.