Waiting to TTC :(

Hello everybody. I’m am 23 and my boyfriend is 24. We have been together for 5 years. We tried for a baby a little last year and we tried the first half of this year with no luck. My gynecologist always told me nothing is wrong, it’s just that I don’t know my ovulation days. I bought an ovulation kit and took it for one month and caught my ovulation day, still nothing. Doctor says you can’t just use it one month and then that’s it. Now my boyfriend and I can’t even continue to try right now because we are doing premarital counseling with our pastor and her husband and one of their requirements for the counseling and to marry us is abstinence. It’s so hard because this isn’t how I wanted my year to go. I wanted to have a baby by Christmas or at least be pregnant by Christmas, and it sucks having to wait for something I’ve wanted for sooo long. My boyfriend and I have been through so much together. I just want a beautiful baby girl 💗

We are doing a fertility screening just to make sure everything is okay and ready to go when we do start back ttc. All my hormone levels came back normal, my blood tests came back normal, his analysis was great, I am going for an hsg test November 12th. 🙏🏽