I feel so alone 😢😭😭😭

I am 23 weeks 5 days pregnant and the father of my child is not around. He may pop up every few months just to start an unnecessary argument. The only support that I have is from my immediate family and a the very few friends that I have. Whenever I go to my appointment and see other pregnant women with their spouses or baby fathers, it makes me smile but also makes me cry because I don’t have that. It is so depressing because I want and need the support now more than ever. I am so grateful for my father because he takes me to almost all of my appointments and when he is not able to, my mom does. I have been holding this in for so long and today the emotions came flooding in and I just broke down 😞😞 I never imagined going through pregnancy alone